If you want to know the most satisfying experience of the media can have, then I have to tell that story. I know this is a true story, because it is my own.
I've always been intuitive. But it never dawned on me that I was the medium a few years ago, even though I was working with the spirits for most of my 38 years.
grew up was a challenge. I had two older brothers to live up to, pressures of doing well in school, and no one to hang around s. I was empathy and to feel the emotions of my family. I've seen the occasional ghost who know me. I never felt like I fit in school and wished I was "popular" as other children.
But I was not like other children. I remember going home when I was seven years old, wondering what my life was the goal. Maybe my goal was not to lift more than someone's day smiling at them. I remember feeling a sense of dissatisfaction with that thought in my mind as a child I imagined the rest of my life that was lived to meet my destiny in that brief smile.
In my teenage years, I "heard" the voice in your head that has encouraged me. I had no idea where the voice came from and it did not occur to me that question, because it seemed so natural. This voice told me that I could achieve things, he gave me a praise as I have achieved things - good at math quiz, learn new skills. It was only many years later that I realize that I was open to the other side.
Another event that separated me from my peers was the death of my mother at the age of 12 years. As an adult, the loss of parents, it is difficult to say the least. However, as a child, it was devastating. I was hurt, angry, betrayed. I pushed my feelings down as much as I could handle. The loss was too much to bear. How could God do for me?
During the next two decades he lived a life. I had a boyfriend or two. I worked, went to school, married and divorced. I had an inner drive to expand your intuition, psychic senses, and mediation, so I studied from books and teachers. And through it all, I wish I had my mother with me - for guidance, comfort, and just to be there to share it with. I missed her, but could not afford to cork from the bottle. Everything was going along just fine until I hit like a tsunami.
All the sadness, sorrow, pain, pain - all of it - came out. It was triggered by a relationship that has ended. Universe kindly gave me a chance to unload. "Universe" I shouted at the unseen forces, "Are you crazy?" emotional pain was so intense I thought I was going to physically die.
"Think of it as 20 years the cry, " one teacher suggested. Was the question of how long I would be crying when things always seem better. As it turns out, the universe in its infinite wisdom, knew what it was doing.
took a year and a half, but I moved. pain dissolved and I was healed. I drew a new kind of man in my life who also happened to be the medium. My mom came to his first day he saw me and helped him to connect with me. As our relationship progressed, he told me how often my mom came up to him. "What!" I exclaimed in horror. "Why did not she come to me ?"
I had done the work, the doors were open, so why was not I perceive it? "Believe, " he said. And so the little girl in me, who wished that her mom and all her adult life is the next step and believe it. And then it happened.
and since then, he has not stopped. I talked with her, laughed with her and enjoyed her company. I've gotten to know her in a new way - his personality and quirks - that I would not be understood as a child. She helps me on the other side to make things happen on this side, just like moms are supposed to do.
As a medium I have helped many people to heal by giving them messages from family and friends who have crossed over. I'm helped by the spirits of their voice when they can not hear, helping them cross into the light, when they need help. I am amazed and filled with gratitude that such things are possible for ourselves and for others.
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